Tolerated

Sometimes I feel like I'm left out of alot of stuff. Alot of fun and laughter and events. Not invited, not informed, never though of. Often times I even feel disliked. Not like no one likes me, because I have friends and people seem to enjoy being around me, but I often feel very tolerated. Like that person that no one has the heart to tell they're annoying and over-bearing. Maybe I'm over thinking it. Maybe I'm just inconsistent in my behavior because sometimes people want to be around me and other times they don't. I've matured alot in the last year so I think I understand better now how to handle myself with other people than I used to, but even though I feel really comfortable around people and being in the mix, I'm not always as comfortable/accepted as I convince myself I am. Once a homeschooler, always a homeschooler. ehh, I'll figure it out. No Biggie.

-Evan